It's a rainy, dreary day today. That's kind of the way I feel on the inside. Most days I don't feel this way but today I do. I'm not sure why...
Someone once told me, "If you must be blue, make it bright blue!" Great words, but that is easier said than done some days. I see people who always seem to be happy. They are either full of bullshit or they have figured out a secret recipe for life and they should share it with the rest of us.
The other day my wife and I were at the mall and I saw these 2 little kids who were with their parents. They were so full of life and excitement. I couldn't help but wonder why, we as adults, lose that sense of wonderment and awe for life as we get older. Maybe it's the stress and strain of life that ruins our outlook on what really matters in life. I don't know...
So what is Billy Bummer to do? In the past, my modes operandi would have been to eat until my troubles went away. If that didn't work, I'd take a nap and then take another nap until I spent the whole damn day in bed. Trust me...neither one of those strategies work very well.
As I write, the sun has begun to shine in my window. Maybe it's God's reminder that He's still there and I don't have to try and go it alone. Or maybe it's just the sun shining in my window. Oh well, this pain in my head...I think I'm experiencing amnesia and deja vu at the same time...maybe tomorrow will be better. I am my own worst critic.
Be Well.
Bill
