As part of my on-going therapy, I try to write everyday. Some days, like today, I got nothing. Normally, when I don't have anything much to write about I still write but I never publish it to Planet Kirby. So, today, for the first time I am writing and publishing my thoughts about nothing.
Maybe having nothing to write about is a sign that I'm getting better. I've spent the last three years just writing pretty much about everything and anything that was on my mind. I mean, I could write about my encounter at the convenience store today. The nice sandwich lady fixed my sandwich and when it was ready she put it on the counter and said, "Here you go. Enjoy your sandwich!" To which I replied, "You too!" I have no idea why I said that. But that's me.
Or maybe I could write about one of the people who work for me. It seems this individual likes to stab me in the back when I'm not looking. I didn't really know it until today. I think those types of individuals are some of the lowest forms of scum on the earth. Nice to my face and then jabs the dagger in my back. That's fine, I've learned how to pray for people like that; but there's still a piece of Bill that wants to exact revenge Planet Kirby style. Wonder what I'll do...
I pray for people everyday. While I'm meditating and being quiet before God, He usually brings people into my mind. Those are the people I pray for. I don't always know how I should pray for them but God will usually enlighten me as to how I should petition Him on their behalf. This morning was really no different with this exception... After I prayed for this individual, this phrase kept protruding into my mind, "Swing for the fence." So, I sent a message to this person and basically told them, "God told me to tell you, 'Swing for the fence.' " I can't wait to learn what that was about.
There goes nothing.
Be Well.
Bill
